why everyone simply treat me this way?? is everything my fault?? or do you thing i making up story?? i just don't know why.. crying of pain without knowing others.. but why am i crying?? wasn't im a fool?? do you thing i am playing, or am i joking?? wait.. why am i hurt? just because of someone..?? or is it because of the stain that cut hand that bleed onto the floor?? can someone explain to me please?? i am dyeing!! i dont care whether i am your good friend or what.. but i just wanna know, why u ask me, am i your bestfriends not?? just to prevent our friendship?? or for your own good?? do you know that the title of bestfriend kill me throughly?do you know? i don't think so..! and why u like to break your promises?? i just wonder why..am i too kind? or too helpful or watever that people like to stab on me?? or?? can u please explain?? disclaimer..deeloner..