for my smileyy sister(: if u don't like it , tell me .
no matter how hard it is.. i will always stand by youe . no matter how people hate youe . i will always love youe .
if they called youe a bitch, i will call them bitches . if they look down on youe, i will look bottom on them .
i understand how youe feel, i understand what youe go through . but want by me is just STOP ! please STOP thinking about it ohk?(:
youe may not have to tell me your story from A-Z.. but i know that youe are hurt inside . youe may not even need to tell me from one to hundred . but i know that your are sad .
tell me your weakness . share with me your sorrow . i'm readyy to carry some of the pain that flow .
i will always open my door for youe to step in . lend youe my shoulder if youe need it . do share the pain, do share the hard time . cause youe will always welcome by me (:
don't say it if youe don't believe me . don't say it if youe think i can't be trusted . i won't force youe nor will i scold youe . just call if youe need me .
hurt? sad? maybe no one know cause they don't seem to care . but rmbr... i always do(:
fake smile? for the past days . don't smile for the purpose of smiling . cause my heart pain seeing youe in that wayy.'
end my poem here. hoping that my smileyy girl backk to her lips again . if youe love me ; that's all i wanted to see(:
take care love DEDE .
10:23 am
Sunday, 5 August 2007
FOR THAI FRIENDS(:
promises are always being kept , memories that won't fade . you were far from the my sight but not from my heart .
20 weeks has past.. for 5 months have gone . u guys are backk . and until now there's no return .
hoping us to meet again(: but when would it be?? happy moment that never fade . sad moment are equally same .
open my eyes, i didn't see youe . close my eyes, sometimes i do .
i may forget youe . but that's only after i die . can't wait for the dayy . to see all your faces again .
even we are far, chatting will never stop . chat, chat , chat .. . till we got nothing to sayy .
when would the dayy, for us to meet again??
there's no more words left for me . but always remember, how far youe from my sight . you will always be kept inside my heart(:
I MISS YOUE VERY MUCH !~ LOVE LOADS(: ALWAYS BE CHABBA !
